yeah, i am breaking free ;

Thursday, August 31, 2006 @7:54 AM

lol woot.. feeling bored and used photoshop and came out with this out of the random screenshots i took during i play in WoW lol. basically these screenshots i came up with a little real life story when i play in WoW lol how i grind.. lol and on the verge on reaching the cap lol -__-. lol you must be thinking i too much time to spare.. lol suddenly got the urge to do this so.. if graphics bad dont blame me

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@12:35 AM

today is teacher's day eve. when i arrived there im kinda late. hmm met some of my friends and gone back to gsps and thats about it lol. the main point of this post is to clear my dilemma lol what happens if you keep on dreaming that same person over and over again-_- this is getting creepy i need to clear my doubt maybe i will find the answer next time. back to reading my psychological studies. bye xD

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Monday, August 28, 2006 @8:07 AM

basically today. i worked whole day so i blog about todays work then. today is my first day work full on monday. basically cool cause less people. what left me a deep impression is that the 4 springfield girls came to genki to celebrate one of the random person's bday la lol i was requested to place their cake in our fridge and i gladly la cause customer first i second LOL. they eat alot .. then kept the bday girl in dark. lol then ask for bill then i took the bill and asked "dont want your cake ah" at that time only 2 the other girl go toliet lalol. then opps i spoil the fun.. then lol they kinda jokingly act angry with me. the bday girl was unaware and i spoil the fun. lol i always do spoil. then i -__- went ot hide away and clear other table. then they request then i beg rio to handle them lol cause i dont dare to handle la cause that girl come back already. they ask me to the table for cake la. then of course i ask wen ting to help. then she show angry face then the girls all got scared. lol then the girls requested me again. then this time i have to walk there la -_- then they say eh why your supervisor so fierce. lol then they dont want play with me cause they scare wen ting dock my pay lol then of coz i then take the cake off the fridge and deliver to them. then wooho 3 oclock lol break time. then i go mac with rio. then when i came back they said "Eh i wanted to give you the cake one leh." lol then they left. and asked for my number jokingly and left. then 3 tables until around dinner time. busy liao then close shop at 10:30 wooho so early

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Sunday, August 27, 2006 @7:59 AM

how sad :( my dearest sister siew yun gang with avanna to eat me up :( now i only left my head and my hand .they eaten my legs :( cause of red bean pancake :( RED BEAN PANCAKE > alvin WHAT AN EQUATION lol therefore alvin worth less than 1.80 lol. ok sorry for making you listening to all my crap lol. oh sad shit tmr full again.. the day next also full -__-- FULL lol ok la gnitelol

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@2:20 AM

woo just came back from work. everyone is nice as usual. no @#@@ked up customers lol.busy as hell. hmm what should i say.. basically i think working so fun. it kills my 'bored' away really fast. what should i say avanna said she will bite me to death what should i do but i think she dont bear to right? i seriously just cant think of any more poems to write for today as my head is hurting really bad. im sure tommorow will be a better day.so bored. genki seriously is a nice working environment cept that some of the customers is really impatient.ok fine there sucks lol. end.

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Saturday, August 26, 2006 @9:11 AM

so tired after working XD .. really busy at genki. i think there will be a lot of complaints. lol anyway its time to reward myself. i bought this delicious expensive snack <> 2 for 1:80 what a rip off lol. this is how genki earn money anyway.today manager wth so many wrong orders, we wrong order one time he kpkb lol he wrong order keep quiet lol. sian la genki. anyway met alot of nice customers around very patient with me XD dont know why cheng so sway everytime meet alot of weird wierd customers. heres my reward!

i bet avanna must be yelling stupid alvin LOL.

and ya today got a weird full time shift cute girl call mei qian or something like that keep one grabbing my arm swinging like what lol tell me to bill. very weird man, cause people usually only ask me to bill then i go bill. this one is grab my arm swinging and make me damn giddy lol

anyway this is a fun working place except the stress part XD. as promised this will be the poem for the day i didnt know what to write so i write for my secondary school class

Ex2i

Ever wonder when's the last time we made our teacher cry,

Or having fun together?

Have you ever give a thought of why we stood and gazed at the sun as it faded to night?

to think of it, we do have something in common which is to have fun

We may be the most nasty class around( yes we do make teachers cry for not keeping up with their expectations)

We may not be the best in academic

or even the cleanest class( we are the most dirtiest class ever tissue paper around)

But what we do in common is the bond between people

the ties we treasure

the fun we been through

has resulted in such a strong chemical bonding

We may be seperated in different courses or even different polys

but i am sure our hearts stay as one

which is reunion.

i have prepared and waiting for.

this special day to arrive

which is the december meeting

where all of us will meet together

and also the last meeting for me to see you.

may that day be meaningful for you and me

hope that day will be a memorial one.

i may be there( london) but my heart will be with you.

alvin

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Friday, August 25, 2006 @3:34 AM

hmm holiday finally started, but not for me XD i have decide to waste my time to work heh . anyway, kind of get an inspiration to write something out after standing there doing nothing while waiting for my bus ( i know i know so lame lol ) ok here goes anyway

Ignorance is bliss

Upon the surging tides of time,

For want of reason and of rhyme,

But where am i now?

Upon standing aimlessly waiting for the chance to appear,

pointless waiting and pending

For what reason? why am i still standing here?

Shouldn't i be creating my own chance?

Wouldn't i be a little happier at least i done?

Took my stride, waiting and waiting.

My thoughts are filled with uncertainty,

My blood has been spilled.

My flesh has been torn.

My Mind has been strained.

Still the chance hasn't arrive

how long more i have to endure?

And as the tides outrun the past,

My innocence is gone at last.

My twilight skies gone dim.

back to the old dark prison where i lived.

Maybe waiting is a bliss.

What you want may not be always what you think

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Thursday, August 24, 2006 @7:59 AM

okok steph you requested so i wrote this for you
but first let me blog about today LOL
basically i did nothing today. cause its holiday.
i watched naruto. and played warcraft iii and suprizingly i met someone at bnet studying in RP joining my clan today LOL AND ITS WEIRD lol what small world anyway peace -_- lol
Steph
I have a long life ahead of me

And i dont have to worry about time

Life is short and time dont sort

Thank God for knowing you
The darkest moment in my life

you shine your light to give me light

That’s the way life goes

I have to suffer,I have to rejoice

Have to shout at the top of my voice
Music as your passion

Trumpet as your profession

The melody you play bring joy to those whom listen
I can’t avoid a road ahead

Because this journey

I led will only lead to what i deserve

This journey will not be alone

we will share the path together and share the light.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @6:05 AM

Poem FOR THE DAY :

WILL YOU EVER

I don't think you will

Ever fully understand

How you havetouched my life and made me who I am

I don't think you could ever know

Just how truly special you are

That even on the darkest nights

You are my brightest star

You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find Unconditional love that exists

In my body soul and mind

I don't think you could ever feel

All the love I have to give

And Im sure you will never realize

You've been my will to live

You are an amazing person

And without you I don't know where

I will be having you in my life

Completes and fulfills every part of me.

this is a poem about how a friend can impact deeply into people's life

its you who made what i am :)

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@5:22 AM

class photo after the special 7th P lol too bad liu limin and teri tan not here
and so many people pon never pon yay im with the tshirt "MTV jackass" heh
and the one on the left is the after the Science lesson . Everyone like so happy because dont need present HAHAHAHA

ok this is what ah.. oh yea its Liulimiin last lesson T_T she is so good treat us all pizza (heng that day i never bring much money LOL so.. heng) see look like student right . she real life really small size so lol she often get privilege ( student treatment anything for student like road show she lol take the notepad). dont think her lesson slack slack one actually is must hiong one comapred to others.and also because of that, until now i still remember her module subjects(priacy,copyright,media literacy) WTH LOL

this day so heng SCIENCE LAST LESSON DIVIDE AND CONQUER

dont need present presentation . MY team just have to act like light particles nia hahahaha. what a day, go there sit act light particle get A liao lol

Today is also the last day of me being in W16d.Seriously enjoyed the stay with you all. Enjoy the following Sem .XD

This poem is delicated to W16d entitled

The Journey

A life of variety, changes in a scheme,

Of cause and effect, loss and hope,

Of beautiful people and suffering souls,

lost,Of kind people helping the weak,

Of children teaching the proud strong,

Even though, we got seperated

what i think what matters is the process.

I still remembered the first day i stepped ,

into this strange enviroment.

Everyone is confined into their own space.

After we walked together for this 16 weeks,

Everyone got opened their hearts ,

Open the room for W16d.

It is rather sad that our journey is going to end( WAIT IT ENDED)

Our spirits will still pervail as W16d.

Even our body isnt together,

but our hearts will stay as one

No sound, no sight,

so we think

Old thoughts: loud, repeated, outgrown,

Distracted again the Message unknown,

We try to listen; we hear not.

Next we will do what?

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @11:32 PM

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overture and over time.. time have pass beyond reach..
tears and pain have inflicted on my soul.

henceforth reasoning may not be true.

Maybe it will,maybe it wont..all i see is unease in me.
time will heal but how long it takes. you will never regret until you lost it.

maybe walking in the CrossRoad and decide my path.. once again.
Stabbed a million times in my soul. the burden.. the agony.. all gone through.all i know is to wait and wait..
waiting for the invention of time machine.. which will never come true..

The pain of wait is so true.

The journey towards will not end.. until it was told unfold truth.
im hereby end this thing and hope the mortal in me will end with this.

For Avanna

On my own, but mostly the savannah,

Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die

Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,

The glistering waters of the high seas

Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.

I looked around and luckily you were there.

I was once lost, that you retrieved me from darkness that time.

You found your way as a chemist (weird)and grew your passion for it.

You did all you could as you would for it.

As a friend, you were always thereand always availiable.

Your presence will always bring light of hope to shine path

The journey we have crossed, the route we took made me learnt.. that you are a very good friend.

You will be there to share the calmness and woes and continue our journey of life

For Da Jie(xiaoyun)

In the world of demands,

you found your wayto live exciting and enrichingas for a designer,

you do what you love

continue to persist on what you dream

and turn a journey people dreadto inspiration.

as a sister,you did all you couldto fill life into the secluded life of mine

the display of patience and virtue,inspires me to fight :) ( right..)

as a friend,you were always thereand always availiable

your presence will always give peoplea warm feelingto feel safe.

we've travelled for thousands of mile,in the journey i learnt,

i see you clearly

in the trails of journey.and the journey goes on...

Walking in the beginning of life..

when everything is alien. i saw.

two personOne is Irysad(if you forgotton he is right below me now) the other is you.

Without knowing the purpose of living.. i was led into the classroom of unknown.

Chinese was the subject i dread...but luckily you were my classmate beside me ( wierd world huh)

You was my angel in disguise ( WOOT I CAN COPY CHINESEHOMEWORK :) i know i suck at chinese but still copy is a right option to do lol) ..

you shouldered all the work and without complains.

The display of graciousness and innocence surfaced.

From that very day, I never regretted knowing you as a friend..Hope the journey still continues as friends..

And it does not matter when,

When you need someone to talk to you,

Then I will always be your friend.

So, take my hand; let's face the world,Live each day- one day at a time!

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@9:04 AM

blog is just not my thing but who cares. ill just come up with a new skin my own next time then LOL but anyway thanks for your help. Alright i wrote a testimonial for you all entitled friendship just incase anyone didnt receive it here it goes:

Friendship Last Forever

Basically, I know that you are all busy with all different things.

XD here is something kinda to cheer you up.

Even if you are busy, I will be here for you.

Even though, I cannot ease your aching heart,Nor take away your pain.

Please let me stay and hold your hand,And ill walk with you on this day!

ill lend you an ear if you need.

Ill wipe away your tears, share your fears, share your worries when they come

You are never alone, Im always near.

When you have trouble or feeling blue,All you have to do is call me,I am always around for you.

It doesn’t matter where I am or when is it.

If you need someone to talk to you.

Then ill always be your friend.

its not that i cheapskate mass testimonial is that i mean it XD to everyone of you so.. LOL be glad rather than complaining to me its mass send lol ps i really do mean it la :) trust me

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@8:37 AM

done in a sense.. ARGG WHY I CANT PUT MY OWN PICTURE LOL i have been trying and trying and trying and trying but still to no avail.
hmm i guess ill try tommorow again then XD .anyway i did this ALONE LOL XD is it a pretty isnt it XD gnite tired.. lol bye

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Monday, August 21, 2006 @11:07 PM

Saw that. i made that as my blog skin but dont know how to edit the html code and make it my background:(
basically i got this idea from Soh EE Shaun and Ebuddy messenger :(
the background of the Book like building the blue blue thing is from soh ee shaun's doodle bunny and the main charc change from E buddy to A buddy XD lol and also msn messanger i think ill do more of my own background soon XD enjoy no poems for today lol

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Sunday, August 20, 2006 @6:44 AM

oh. Its my first post eh XD

Im completely alien with uh blog i guess today is a fine day after work
cant help thinking that the world is compressing me into bits and what to do i cant stop the the world from spinning. i guess... I'd miss my family i think o well back to the 4 walls and the virtual link which is the INTERNET xD luckily avanna told me this web so i can post all mythings in here .. Apprently i think i have straighten my thoughts .. hmm i think thats about it for today.. will do write more poems to kill time :) feel free drop me stuffs will be here for you

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