i think its time to update.
Basically.. i have been pondering this big question? do science really explains we are ourselves?
I study cells yea. after studying it i realised science doesnt answers our question. ok first ill talk briefly about cells first.As we know, no wait. ok cells die after 8 years ok? thats steroepting.. ok what i wish to talk about is cells in the brain. since cells die after a certain time right. replaced by the new ones. hmm? so are we still the same as 5 years ago? or are we just living by the memories of 5 years ago and this new cells is just mimicking it? so are we still ourselves??.. ok maybe thats too much haha.. then i asked my teacher thru msn. she said that we are not made up of only cells and spirit too ( is spirit in the science text book?) then i was like uhh. haha ok.. this concluded not everything can answered by science even tho people believed in it.
ok next post. (events)
this week. is a long week i supposed .beginning to know my classmates already. wooh. that is a good thing . and stuffs like that.. school. and i know of someone whom 3 days never go sch and unable to contact that caused me worried for 96 hours. ok not that serious. but that person's fine now (whew)
ok next post.(next delicated to my sister xyun)
lol i know you been busy but thank you for being such a caring person and that motivates me all the while. and you deserved to be missed XD i know you miss me too boo hahaha. and ill find a cure for your stoning disease ( lol) ok
ok next post.(delicated to douglas)
YES MAN WE ARE GONNA KICK A STORM out of RP.lol.. when are you free. i want do proposal one. we are going to make $$$ lol.ok lame but monday maths help me ok.
ok next post( delicated to bestie alicia)
i wonder if your cello string is ok already? ok lol dont be sad ok?
ok next post (delicated to yenyin)
i hope you have really overcome the barrier already and ya we will be behind you always boo..
ok next post.( delicated to ex2i)
WE NEED ANOTHER MEETING SOMEWHERE SAT OR SUN lol we need to do the final project proposal before november ok?
ok next post ( to myself)
bloody hell wake up ok.! nobody waits you if you continue to stand down there and do nothing about your grades you are going to lose to alot of people. ok thats lame haha
i guess thats about it. sorry no poems for today as im very tired . and please tag my miserable dead tag board
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today maths. and all my cells got dried up what do you think then hahhah. dont feel like blog today sorry. ttyglater( talk to you guys later) cha/
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sorry that i didnt blog about ytd. anyway, yesterday's topic is about cell membrane and how cholesterol benefits cell membrane. basically, its hard.. then luck i manage to desiphier what the heck wikipedia is try to say about polar shit hahaha and made it into a diagram. and douglas needed that. so i went to his class. when i stepped in. . i guess im suffering from some mental ailments or stuffs. then he asked me some questions. and mainly i can answer only the polar shit any why is the ci bonds like this. i was a little hold back when i was about to step out. but anyway i need to rush back and complete my ppt. so anyway. then went to eat malay rice with nabil with douglas afterwards and went to the library with them again. played cs until 7 then went home reach at 9 and talk crap with douglas. and many . ( ok thats totally crazy) anyway i came out with this poem kill myself and a random doodle i made from paint
A place call heaven
When i first step into that place,
i felt i was like in heaven
there is this particular angel dancing across my mind
there i go proceed with my mind tasking move
made a promise that ill get to know this angel
end up with tormenting my soul
gather all the courage i had to say this
i would be crazy if i didnt say this
Would you be the angel of my life?
i guess its a lil absurd saying this thing
but i couldnt think of any thing.
Life isnt just journey for me to walk alone
knocking my head. it feels something. deep thinking process.
i wish i would step into that piece of heaven again.
tata
LOL WHAT AM I THINKING but for god.~ i . am crazy teh :)
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what a day to start school. holiday ended. i got posted into w26p. saw the class list and got bored cause 19 girls 4 guys including me god bless me. was hoping that the 4 guys at least play games but NUH all working dudes lol
met a few friends today
EDNA
SUSU
SUHUI and nuru( my pri sch friend)
those are in my team woo and also as well as other teams
MICH FARAH cheok hui and stella and others. if i fail to say please forgive me. my brain cant compute all the shit hahaha
anyway todays topic is really gay ME management Enterprise topic on recruting and manpower management LOL as usual rushed the ppt ended late then go home play game then edna talked to me about teh PPT and stuffs and i asked for other emails as well and blah blah blah.. oh ya. tmr is about Cholesterol(i cant spell) hmm read about it already.. its kinda ok. just hope tml will be easy then..
Geeks stuffs high density Cholesterol ( good ones) low density ( bad ones) it is used to help into build and maintain cell membranes.Cholesterol also aids in the manufacture of bile (which helps digest fats), Cholesterol is minimally soluble in water; it cannot dissolve and travel in the water-based bloodstream. resources: http://www.fao.org/docrep/V4700E/V4700E08.htm lol thats about it tmr i go my blog and see and copy paste
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lol due to hasty decision. tmr will be e day for the lunch at genki (2pm) outside genki . sorry for the inconvience caused .but there is a reason behind this decision. because 21th i start school. so sorry for any inconvience caused.. but anyway going yl house now tata XD
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hmm.. today is the sat. lol i played game until 8am sleep until 7pm and i woke up to blog lol.. cause i figure that this thing is telling me to.. update... update.. lol. while updating i went to eat chicken rice.. then pour the chilli all over the rice and its like yuck but tho i cant complain cause i cant cook anyway LOL. ( thank god for giving me some food to eat) lol thats the problem of staying alone ok ill cut the crap. then subconciously i forgotton that my hand is stained with chilli then i went to siew yun's blog cause i figure long time never see her so might as welll view her blog then lol. then i see halfway.. then SCRATCH MY EYE OMG!! LOL I ALMOST GOT BLIND ( no la.. i just cant open my eye lol) so siewyun ok lol i almost got blind just by missing you.( siew yun is my dearest sister btw ) hmm what else. tmr is my last day at genki. people there are good, especially the chefs( my best friends) lol and of course the servers (including the new ones) hmm.. since im quiting soon so anyone wanna come genki and have a lunch or 2 with me LOL speaking of that i didnt go genki and eat before offically .. so lol might as well. thats about it.
speaking of poem ... didnt write one since the last update so. its time to write something light to start with
The blind
The colours of the life,
shape of the life
expression of life has soon null to the void.
what would you do if that happens?
All the beautiful things you once had,
has gone into darkness.
God made it that way,
for you to face the challenge of facing the darkness
You are never alone
People around you guides you along with your journey with darkness.
Once you surpass darkness,
the courage , the sweat, the woes and all the other experience you had
paid off.
So never dispise the blind, it takes alot of courage to surpass darkness.
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nothing much today so im gonna post a new poem which is inspired by Delta Goodrem's Out of the Blue
Unfolding the New Chapter of life
A new begginning,
a new chapter of my life
Started on the day,
When i thought it could be my last.
Even though my eyes is shut tight,
but i hasn't give up on this world.
Just when i thought i will be walking on this road alone.
Out of the blue,
There i met you.
Showed me a life I can't see without you.
And so.. we will walk together and write the unwritten chapters of our lives
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( sean lol molest guanyu and weijie JiGong and yes alfred. ultraman and wth nabil superman douglas and hafiz looks decent)Yay.. off day! and to SENTOSA!! its suppose to be 10:30 and and it got delayed cause of someone i dont want to say name so i point * to douglas . HAHAHA lame. anyway we got to sentosa as w16d goes!. we met a group of cute people we named them ice box gang lol ( because they push around the ice box hahah) hmm is this some kind of fate or what. lol we travelled siloso beach earlier then met them afterwards O.o ok whatever. we played soccer and badminton and ya douglas and gang caught a SQUID ( ya its as small as a tadpole so i called it lol then douglas say i stuff it at your nose la tadpole lol) we crapped about it and so ya. Siti bought malay fried rice and Aqilah brought the nuggets and wedges ( hmm yummy) heh and also we built a sand castle!! heres the closeup
(SEAN AGAIN wtf lol and nabil HEY HEY PUBLIC OK! the rest looks normal now) this castle is made by all of us. ok time to blog about what i how i spend my 2 hours work in 3 mins lol ok.and ya there is this stall call the NewZealandNaturals wth rip off. lol a smoothie for 5.20 there goes my 1 hour pay T.T lol ok la i admit its not really bad la so ok la. then i bought the voda voda 0.5 for freaking dollars man!! WTH LOL EVENTS MANAGEMENT PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT HAHAHAA.
inmidst of playing with the water ( i placed my leg at the sand. trying very hard to leave my footprints behind but no matter how hard i try. it still got washed away)i learnt.. sometimes.. you really cant go against the nature. you have to accept the beauty of the nature as a fact of life ( as it leaves a nice path for people to walk for) and also. bring my own water to sentosa cause its freaking expensive LOL. ok i think thats about it. its poem time.
Life
no matter how hard life is meant to be,
accept it at all cost.
It may seem to be uneasy for you now.
but it is for the greater cause.
If you can think it at the bright side,
You will think life is worth its while.
So why not start today,
and think of all the things you do
and why you did it.
and understand how it will help you
that will really..
motivates your life
lol crap. that what i think about this life i had and how i motivate myself to work and do stuffs :)
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what a pissing day. first i was late for work because of them. and so many fuked up customers today. ok second, i reach home listen to them. wtf 4:30 maybe im just paranoid yes im really paranoid. i got really pissed and didnt wanted to listen to anyone + that makes double trouble.The other me is calling me to chill chill and chill. but what a pissed man will do he will just dont listen to anyone even its valid. that makes me irresonable. but who the fuk cares. ill just up my bag and leave this forsaken place for good. this might be the first time i swear and being so not reasonable.i apologized for what i have done and that it makes me feels that why make more trouble for myself when i can just leave and start a new life. and also i regret for what i have done ( yes to make more trouble for myself. henceforth im hereby wash my hands over this forsaken shit) GAH PISSED STUPID DAY and i hate myself end.
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yes this is the first sat i didnt work XD. i went to xing wei's house and rot basically is the same as staying at homelol. ok ill cut the crap and finally write a poem that i just thought of it. heh parden me if it sucks xD
My world
what do you think of alvin's life,
ever wonder whats into him and whats wrong with him.
his life is all about four walls and a computer screen.
Who sat beside him in rough times and told him where to go?
Nobody.
He was drifted apart from the reality slowly until he was afraid of speaking to people.
he was lost and became very quiet. Didnt wanted talk to anyone or about anything.
After 1 year, he met a special bunch of people called.. Friends.
They stood forth.. brought him back slowly to the reality.
They didnt dispise him and gave him hope..
In the process he learnt,
Life is not meant to be what he thinks as before.
He found his purpose thanks to his friends.
along the way he met many and made alot of friends.
along the way he met many and made alot of friends.
And he will never forget these special people..
They will always be in his heart.
They will always be in his heart.
never be forgotton even his memory is bad
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alrighty just came back from work. and also today very busy. cant think much and need sleep cause only meditate for 3 hours later the blog :)
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