Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @3:23 AM
today's rj question is a killer. its <
> its like damn it la i never write before poem about myself how am i gonna write it hahaha. stupid bala( thats HER NAME) yes and she is an indian and im a racist HAHAHA what do you think i like this teacher or not . ok . ill stop this crap and post today's RJ ( reflection journal if you dont know what it is)
First , I will write the poem out.
Walking in front unknowingly what’s ahead of my life,
Behaving like a shadow of my nemesis as guidelines of my life.
Confucius’s teachings have been part of my life.
If i were to describe my life as a box of chocolates.
Then my nemesis has taken most of the sweet flavored chocolates off my life.
What are left are mainly the coffee flavored ones.
Trying very hard to taste the sweet ones but to no avail.
Even if it’s slight impossible for now to eat to sweet ones,
Thy will not give up until thy get to taste the sweet chocolates.
Even if it takes my life, thy will still lay down my life for them.
I am still the king of me after all.Ok for the first line is basically as stated. Going through my life without knowing what is ahead of me just foolishly leading my life.
Second line, behaving like a shadow of my nemesis as the guidelines of my life basically a shadow follows what the object behaves and always inferior than the object itself basically I have to behave like my nemesis. For this case my nemesis is my brother. I had to ‘follow’ him in a sense as I have to study better than him which I can hardly to.
Confucius teachings has been part of my life. For this case confucious’s teachings has been used because there is always this person will affect my way of thinking in life like how Confucius believed to be a teacher that refines every man. For this case is my brother, always had ‘psycho’ me to work harder in terms of academically like how Confucius teaches his students about philosophies.
For the ‘if I were to describe my life as a box of chocolates,’ like how life is bitter and sweet. Then my brother has taken all the ‘sweet’ stuffs which is basically the expectation of my families towards my results. Basically I couldn’t beat my brother in terms of academically so I was treated differently in a sense. They favor him more and thus what is left is the coffee flavored ones ( coffee taste bitter hence what is left are those.) even though I tried to taste ( means I had tried very hard to study and gain their recognition I wasn’t able to get at least their agreement.)
Thy will not give up.( means I am still trying now ) thy shall lay down my life.( for this case life is describe as time. Hence even it takes all my time I will still continue to try)
I am still the king of me after all ( as even though I have been living in as if I’m like his shadows. I am still myself working hard to win him and this is me. And hence my life is not all about him and him and him)
End.
and yes i know it sucks lol yes i know as in the poem not the question. but what to do anyway. lol.
now im having trouble with my tummy . it says. feed me food.. and i couldnt go down and buy cause im lazy and.. my house's food rations has depleted . its time to stock up. lol and yea OPEN HOUSE WHeo0t bored. and.. let me think how can i use the Pretend to Be learning system to solve my tummy problem today ( PBL RP learning format ) haha by then i dead la. lol so i decide not to use the PBL rather than. practical solutions now o.o tata
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