Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @1:56 PM
yea. when further thoughts deep down my mind.idling for a few minutes, then i decide to type what i'm thinking now, actually its practically blank.
first i took a blank piece of paper. i started thinking, is it true that we were once like this? then i referred to the psychology textbook for reference, and came back here typing away. why am i wasting time thinking about this ok skip that that.
then i started staring blankly my ceiling looking at the lightings i had, i saw images of me young, doing foolish things such as vandalizing and such it just like like yesterday.
what i see now, right now studying as a Republican.
i felt somehow empty in somehow and somehow 'motivationless' all the work hard study hard for greater future thing its just not there anymore.because maybe i just see no light in what im doing now. this awfully slam me down to abyss, I JUST WASTED 1 SEMESTER just pops in my face.
take me back to my logical thinking, statistics , culture sense and cognitive processes.
its going to be a new semester, and im still ready to give in all i got despite the fact,'FAG' that i feel pointless in doing all this.
is this suppose to be all student's mindset. just to study for test. get grades, after school meet for soccer. or is it just me.to think about it, whats your motivation for school then. is it blur like smokes on the water?
it should be the time to wake up and take this into a serious consideration, are you 'Enlightened?'
you know the answer for yourself.
series of unlogical flow of paragaphing pardon me. your sincerely,alvin
and alvin will be having a super long hour sleeping session to tune his bio-clock back to normal again.
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